I spent so long trying to make you happy I forgot what my own happiness was Without trying to please you in the process With you I have become a reflection That dances when you dance and falls When you fall to the ground And from the floor I wait wondering When will you pick us back up again Because I don’t remember how to get up On my own any more from all the strings That tie me to you like a marionette At least though a puppet has purpose Bring our joy in manufactured movements I’m not sure what my purpose is anymore Following each of your movements in turn Each one you’re more indifferent towards Until I’m spinning to spin because of you Not for you and not for me At this point I’m doing it still Because I don’t know what would happen If I stopped
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