The swings creak on rusty chains In the summer Virginia humidity Kicking our legs between blue sky Then green grass worn to dirt We laugh talking about nothing And everything all at once so often As we’ve done so many other nights Before this one and as always I feel Your eyes on me wanting me in a way That I don’t want you and you Know this and you tolerate it as always Because we’re good together In the way that friends are good Together as companions not lovers As we swing I know you won’t accept This arrangement and I’m not ready To let it go so side by side we move In opposite directions you falling More and more in love and me Already in heartbreak for an end That is inevitably coming for us Tonight though we laugh swinging Both pretending it’s okay and will be As long as we stay here in sunset And fireflies swinging towards the moon
Copyright © 2021 TJS Sherman All rights reserved.
So sad. Much of what we do is pretending. A way of biding time hoping that fate will make it real again.
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It can be, when we balance between two people the feelings of friendship and romance someone eventually loses out.
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I coud feel this…both physically and emotionally…great stuff; Thanks.
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I imagine a lot of us have been there on one swing or the other.
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Yep!
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Beyond words. Simply incredible poem.
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